Prey

By: Doc Varga

            As I drove slowly towards the mob of angry protestors and my meeting with 200, I thought of 199. The ashes of a once hard man, staring at me with wide eyes that pleaded for hope like a dog begging for treats. I’d somehow found a way to give him that hope. But I remembered the stench on him when he first came in. A man who had not bathed or changed clothes in who knew how long. Even when he did clean up, halfway through our sessions, I could still smell the decay. And even after that final session, he left a waft of it clinging to the floor.

            My car purred almost soundlessly as it drove itself forwards, inching toward the chanting ranks of people and their placards. A cop who looked ready to fall asleep motioned me through the barricade as other officers stood at alert and kept the crowd parted. The picketers screamed the usual insults at me as I drove through them: murderer, bitch, slut, and worse. They had no idea who I was. I could have been any female employee—a janitor, a nurse, an office junior—but they didn’t care. They were hurting and they wanted someone else to feel it. They didn’t know how many lives I had saved. Maybe if I posted my save numbers on the car, I’d be greeted with less rancor.

            A scruffy young man with straggly blond hair and a placard broke the police barricade. He threw his sign against my windshield and the car lurched to a halt, its collision detection screen flashing and beeping loudly. My body jerked against the safety belt.

            Justice for Jared!! the sign screamed in daubed red letters, before the cops dragged it, and its bearer, away. How clever.

            I finally got to my office twenty minutes later. It still smelled of 199, so I cleaned the chair and my desk with Lysol as I composed myself. I remembered Jared—how could I not, seeing the protestors at the LFH gates twice a day?—but he hadn’t been one of my cases. He’d gone to Roger in the end, who was a distant second place in the race for top saver. Jared was sixteen when he gave himself to LFH, which is what all the uproar was about. If he’d been two years older, none of those people would have cared. But he was subjected to all the protocols, all the tests, all the obstacles, and he went through with it anyway. Jared was broken in a way that most people couldn’t fathom. He’d seemed ready to go the first time I saw him. Some people just aren’t meant for the world, and it’s a kindness to let them out of it in a way that helps humanity. It gives them purpose, even at their most hopeless.

            My office door opened and the man I’d been thinking of as 200 walked in and broke me from my ruminations and my scrubbing. I took one look at him and thought, This will be easy. I don’t like it, but sometimes I feel just like that cocky, arrogant young girl who was top of her psych classes all through school and graduated valedictorian without really trying.

            He was young and lanky, held upright seemingly only by his dark, tight-fitting clothes. He smiled and limply shook my hand as I sat down at the desk. He sat opposite me, with the transparent glass walls behind him. He glanced around nervously and stared at the lone painting on the only opaque wall behind me, which portrayed a woman walking across clouds. He was pale and pasty, and his brown eyes were staring, but he was certainly handsome, perhaps in a way that the girls his age wouldn’t appreciate; five years from now his picture would have all the ladies swiping right. This was a boy who was struggling, but once he found himself, he would thrive. He was a Temp-D—temporarily depressed—if I ever saw one. I would bet my life on it.

            “Hi, Derek,” I said. “I’m Doctor Ansley.”

            “Hi,” he said, looking down at the desk.

            “So, what brings you to LFH?”

            He shrugged. “Same thing everyone comes here for.”

            “And what is that? In your own words.”

            “To give up my life for a good cause.”

            “And what makes you want to give up your life when you are so young?”

            He looked up. I could tell even before he spoke that he had rehearsed this part. “I’m tired of living,” he said. “I’m ready to die, and I’d like it to be for the benefit of humanity. I’ve looked into your offerings and I think I’d be best suited for gene therapy—”

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